I know I am a stress eater and it seems like the days are getting fuller and fuller. Last week I was out Monday and Tuesday from school with what I thought to be a stomach virus, but I now know it was food poisoning from Craig's wedding. Yes, food poisoning from a wedding... That in itself had me stressed b/c missing school is a big thing for me. I went the rest of the week but continued to walk around in a fog. My other issue right now is Greg. He has been sick since Tuesday and has done NOTHING to help me out around here. Oh wait he did do dishes Friday night. Other ethan that he works, comes home, sits on the couch, goes to bed, sleeps, goes to work... You get the pattern.... I have had Emma everyday and I enjoy being with her, but you know lend a momma a hand sometimes... Then I'm trying to diet on top of all of this, I'm lucky I haven't eaten the entire house seeing the circumstances. I am hoping that blogging about it will ease my pain. I cannot go to bed b/c Greg is coughing and snoring that it is keeping me up, plus all the new shows started this week. I've been at my mom's all day today and really didn't eat that bad. I ate 7 crabs, which crabmeat isn't all that many points. We did go eat at McDonalds and I got a grilled chicken sandwich. Greg has worked every day since Thursday and it is about to drive me crazy. Tomorrow he's going play golf which equals intoxication plus it is also his mom's bday, which means I have to figure out what to do for her. I have no gift, no card, no cake. I suck suck suck and I'm about to lose my mind. Emma is in bed at 8:15 b/c she had a slight nap and was whiney whiney whiney. I told Greg he has to go to the doctor tomorrow b/c I hope it doesn't turn out to be pneumonia or bronchitis. I just need some help. I cannot eat properly and make it through the day. At least in the back of my mind I have been conscious of what I'm putting in my mouth and haven't eaten that nestle crunch in my mom's fridge or opened her cabinet with the snickers bar or eaten the ice cream bars that I know are in the freezer. Okay so I've rambled on enough. I'm off to take a bath, wash my hair, and talk to Jen about her weekend. Sounds like she did really good and I need to commend her to sticking to it. She's a newbie and is still on the first week high and will probably be and then once she gets on teh scale she'll be escastic and I'll be moaning b/c I gained instead of losing... But I digress....
Until tomorrow,
JTP
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